Moods are still swinging. Today I had ANGER! How novel. Thankfully, I was able, as usual, to get away before I blew my cool. Nobody noticed, although it's possible some are wondering.

Ashes made a good point recently about the difference between gaining satisfaction from yourself, and getting satisfaction from solitude.

Leave me alone, and I do nothing, at least recently. This is a desirable state, sometimes. Rest is good. I like being spontaneous, being in charge, taking a walk, or a trip, or a thought, without consulting anyone. And then, when someone calls, and we hang out, I am amenable to requests. I'm suggestible. I'm helpful, caring, and empathetic. It's like a split personality.

I gravitate to my hole. But I cannot and/or will not pull myself out of it.

I'm not really sure how to want, never mind what. But when you come calling, I'll be there for you.